Living in Southern California
Sephora and freelance MUA
I like getting crafty with my sewing machine
I eat too much sushi and spend too much time with my dog and boyfriend
Got my babe a kids meal for her 5th birthday on my lunch break. Yup… #pinkhairdontcare #birthdaydog
Suicide is a decision made out of desperation, hopelessness, isolation and loneliness. The black hole that is clinical depression is all-consuming. Feeling like a burden to loved ones, feeling like there is no way out, feeling trapped and feeling isolated are all common among people who suffer from depression.
People who say that suicide is selfish always reference the survivors. It’s selfish to leave children, spouses and other family members behind, so they say. They’re not thinking about the survivors, or so they would have us believe. What they don’t know is that those very loved ones are the reason many people hang on for just one more day. They do think about the survivors, probably up until the very last moment in many cases. But the soul-crushing depression that envelops them leaves them feeling like there is no alternative. Like the only way to get out is to opt out. And that is a devastating thought to endure.
Until you’ve stared down that level of depression, until you’ve lost your soul to a sea of emptiness and darkness… you don’t get to make those judgments. You might not understand it, and you are certainly entitled to your own feelings, but making those judgments and spreading that kind of negativity won’t help the next person. In fact, it will only hurt others.
a girlfriend is a potential wife if you ask me. relationships are investments not hobbies. y’all gotta grow up.
So I made a “Get Ready With Me Video”… I like it because I finally made a video and did something I’ve been terrified of doing. I hate it because… my face is chubby, I look like I’m 10, my voice is soft and manly and the video quality came out “eh”. But I will improve. Hopefully this begins a new journey. Leave me comments, be honest and kind. I’m a sensitive and insecure being… so doing something like this and sharing it, is a little out of my comfort zone. I thought making a channel about beauty, love and whatever I think is funny or cool, would be a way to get inspired to come out of my shell andexplore new horizons. Maybe even connect with funny, kind spirited, talented and creative individuals that can be part of this with me. I’m lacking those things in myself and in the people around me… sometimes. So let’s do this.
So my sister and her friend are making me wait in line for a free @ddlovato concert on my day off… #teenagerssuck #demilovato
Hate this lighting, but here’s a little #motd. A good brow day is a good day in general. #pugcolorpop #highlightandcontour
Changed my iPhone name for when my phone connects to my cars Bluetooth. #awesome #mylink